Blessings dear ones,
I pray you’re able to meet the endless experiences Life is holding at this time with a courageous, honest, and open heart.
It has been a minute - and for right reasons. During the sacred pause I took this summer, I decided to lead my life from my most natural impulses: I spent endless hours tending to the Earth in our garden, returned to the world of ceremony, and began to witness Life piecing together my path in a way that I could never imagine.
The whole trajectory of my path expanded with an opportunity I received in Autumn - one that could only emerge because of my willingness to trust the Sacred Presence within me and my Oneness with Life - and I’ve been navigating the wholeness that any true transition carries: awe, uncertainty, and old patterns of control… and meeting it all with as much presence as I can.
This episode was born from the musings and reflections arising in my conversations with Creator over these past weeks. Legacy has been the focus - not only because my forthcoming art project carries that name, but also because I’ve been shown that the larger legacy I’m here to leave is deeply guided by the One who Knows All Things.
The opportunity I received has God’s hands all over it, and my spirit knows it plays a meaningful role in the legacy I am called to leave on this planet. But my own patterning arrived too; that impulse (thankfully observed from deep awareness) to control the transition and direct it where I think it should go. Alongside it came some habitual cynicism that doesn’t reflect the Truth I feel, but still echoes through old narratives held in the mind and body.
When I’m caught in that place, I begin to strive - for status, recognition, approval - and that striving can sabotage even the most sincere desire to serve.
So, as always, when the patterning reached its peak, the Beloved invited me to pause — to rest in the Heart of God, to listen, and to remember.
Striving for Something Other Than Love
Striving is my Achilles heel of forgetting. It pulls me out of the present moment where I encounter God/Life most intimately. It fills the mind with noise that distracts from the Eternal Wisdom whispering in the Quiet. It shifts my focus from service to pressure-filled achievement for the sake of importance — for being, or being seen as, “part of something important.”
It thrives on fear; the fear that if I don’t fulfill an idea of what I’m supposed to do (and only do - with no room or recognition for simply being), then I’ve somehow missed the mark.
Creator’s mercy and wisdom have worked deeply on this pattern over the past year, so meeting this dragon again felt like a necessary severing. I could see its falsehood clearly — it did not resonate with what I know to be true.
So I met it with Love and with acceptance of its presence, but I did not enable its myths by identifying with its narratives.
And in that quiet, I remembered what sparked me to walk this path in the first place.
I see my nieces and nephew and the world they are bound to inherit. I think of my unborn children and the Love I already feel for them. I think of the peace, love, and presence offered to me by every river I’ve sat with. I think of the cultures and traditions that have sustained Life for generations. I think of the plants that have nurtured and sheltered Life since Life began. I think of the animals who are just as alive as I am — who have witnessed and participated in Life’s unfolding for millions of years. I think of the grand Mystery we belong to - the Mystery we get to experience through the human form. Here, holding all of this, the most natural impulse to love, protect, nurture, revere and honour Life so that it continues to be expressed and experienced on this planet rises up.
Anything I do and, more importantly, everything I choose to be in this Lifetime is directed toward this cause. My legacy is not attached to a specific project or idea. It is attached to nothing of this world.
It is attached to the Source of all things.
A legacy of Love - unquantifiable, yet ever-present.
With Love — God, Truth, Life — as my focus, all will unfold as it will. And when it is my time to leave this beautifully sacred body, I know I can go in peace because I did my best to play my part. Moving forward, the only focus I need to do to fulfill my task is to stay near to God and centred in Love. Everything needed will come from this.
When the Pilgrim Looks Back
In the quieter moments of this transition, I’ve been able to reflect on this closing chapter of the journey thus far. These past 1.5 years have held some of the most challenging and liberating moments of my life. I couldn’t have known it then, but my focus, faith, trust, and devotion were being refined.
And I can stand proudly knowing I met the task - that I climbed out of that valley over and over again - and that I am only now just beginning to see what God has been trying to show me all along.
Wherever this path leads, I know this marathon moves toward a glorious, expansive, loving horizon — a golden field future generations of Life will inherit, because those who heard God’s call walked forward, together, in devotion to something far greater than illusion.
I have so much faith in what is to come for Earth and for the generations of Life who will follow - whatever shape that future takes. I trust this because of where Creator has rooted my Heart and the visions I am gifted. I will keep trusting the knowings.
As I walk out of this chapter and into the next, I let go of the burden to control what emerges from this journey of surrender and devotion to Truth. What is there to hold - in fear or worry- when everything is held, known and orchestrated by the Hands that guide all of existence.
Now, I walk forward with a new center. A refined focus: one in Love, for Love, and walked in presence and openness with Love.
How will you live a legacy of Love?
New Offerings & Moving Forward
Creator has inspired the emergence of Jivanmukta Healing: a space where folks can experience, embody, and express the Sacred within.
Jivanmukta Healing — meaning “liberated while living” in the Advaita Vedanta tradition — is where I create safe, trauma-informed, transformative, and Truth-centered space to help individuals and communities remember who we are beyond the consciousness of domination that veils this Truth.
It is endlessly emerging. The deeper I am called, the more it evolves.
It is my life’s prayer that more people may awaken to and embody the Truth they remember - for here lies the redemption of the world and the restoration of humanity’s spirit. Jivanmukta Healing is one way Creator is answering this prayer.
If you ever feel called to work 1:1 or in ceremony settings, you can book a session there. You’ll witness its evolution over time — something I am deeply grateful for.
Closing
Wherever your Hearts are at this time - heavy with grief, numb with apathy, or filled with love - I pray that you are able to trust the medicine and wisdom in all states, while always remembering the power we have been granted to choose what our actions are rooted in. May you choose to honour love. May you choose to honour Truth. May you choose to honour Life. And may peace, presence and joy walk with you on your journey Home.
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